Checking In With Myself

I have a day off today. A day to reflect and be by myself. Think about the days passed that are unrecorded and allow myself to think. Process what I am worried about, preoccupied with or otherwise annoyed at in the world. I may not be that bad of a person anymore, I think. Things are inching towards a flow of stability.

Annual goal checkup:

Sell a photo print: check

Gain more money through my business: Check

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I think keeping my head down and working has gotten me here. And I don’t really have the range to look at my life in perspective. This new gig I have is special. I am contracted to a company that is paying me enough to live on exclusively through photography. That’s HUGE

So, I am successful? Well yes and no. Yes, I am on the right track and I am certainly not at the starting line anymore. There isn’t much time to speculate my next move. I’m in a storm but the good kind it’s energy and opportunity and I am qualified for a lot of opportunity. I ‘landed’ in the photography world and found a type of success that I am comfortable with. I work hard and there isn’t that burning urge to escape like other jobs I’ve worked. So, I ‘made it’ right? No. I’ve successfully landed on the right planet and found the right block now I have to keep going and find the right house. I am challenged with staying with the job I have and resting and staying with what I have. That is not what I am going to do. Speculatively, I need to ‘stay hungry’ I need to continue improving. I have the power or at least some and it is hard to control. I can take what I am generating with real estate photography and continue pushing. Change my habits and speak up more often.

I need to make some business cards ASAP

Now to conclude I am at another intersection except this highway goes thousands of ways and I have a quarter tank of time. Where do I drive? What am I traveling for? Why not pull over and go to sleep?